life. actually rocks. lol.

ah. ok. i just woke up again.

just finished watching oprah. damn. the show's bloody inspirational. really. no wonder people get like hooked on that show. ha. now i'm hooked too!
today's show was bout prisoners in that states. imagine this, half of spore's population. that's the amount of people behind bars in the states. and some of those that they focused on had like children at home. and watching those women cry, saying howmuch they missed their childrem. damn.i wondered how could i be so self centred to think i was the only one being down and feeling broken up inside. damn. there are so many things happening out there. and i cant do anything bout it. that sucks la.
seeing other people suffer. makes me feel so fortunate though i may be like going through a rough patch in life. it cant be like compared to them. i admired these people la.
like even though their lifes are like scarred so bloody badly. they still have the courage to live. and that inspires me a lot. ah.

this woman. in order to kill her self. she actually accidentlly killed her son. i mean. thats not a really nice thing la. but she still has the courage to go though life. damn.

i want that sort of courage mans. lol.

ok i feel crazy. haha. but yeah. to ex prisoners out there. YOU ROCK! haha

happy and ignorant. rather than being informed and miserable.

alvina.