accounting class. see how bored i was!

me and ah beng! or DL. damn he had to bend down la!

haha. mickey mouse! you have to hear him say stupid! so cute la! and yeah he had to bend down too. DAMN!

i think he was sitting and i was half standing. LOL. i like this. ha.(:

himbo and me! niven. ha. gayboy. whatever! he s the best! and i love him. HAHHHA.

this is what alvina does when she s bored la. i really was anyways! all taken on thursday. hmms. skipped class. the last class! went to town with a harry potty book! shopped around. window shopped i mean. no cash la! damn it.
was so darn tired. baby came. i thought i would see a fed up face but she was sorry that she was latee. how cute. ha. went home after. yawns!
projects due next week la. die la. accounting test on monday! eeeks!

alvina.
do i really love you?
do you really love me?

we took a ride.
to where?

hahha. how silly. we were on a buggy! LOL. the person was driving too fast la. tsk! LOL.

we are still very kiddish la. haha. fun ride mon!

sheila was driving. i was screaming! LOL.

alvina.

this is my defination
of everlasting love.


i know. i look better right?! (:

the person i love to kiss. (:

hahha. fat thumb.

she calls me a bitch. thus the face when she took this!

yeah. we belong together. (she insisted. i wanted blong.)

happy one week one day baby. heh. yayy!
we still do doubt each other dont we.
thanks for making the effort to send me home! (:

went town with nurulia today! SHOOPPPED! and omg i didnt know shopping could wear me out that badly! LOL. prepare comfy shoes and a lot of energy when shopping with nurul! hahha. but i enjoyed it la. really! so many wants. i wonder who can handle. lol.

baby came! yayy! my energy! ok. a little stupid la. but i really felt a lot like fresher or something mans. ha. she sent me almost all the way home. am on the phone with her now.
(:

alvina.
sometimes, we got to make others happy.
maybe its wrong to even start.
i miss jane.

put two crazy people who loves themselves too much and this is what happens! HAHA

on the way to town. we both fell asleep. nurul and me! HAHAH.

on my way home with my baby. (:

haha. want more?! next entry! hahha.

alvina.

why?

aiyeee! i like asking questions. just like how the guy was in the island. great show. a little gruesome but yeah. it definately caught my attention! hahha. went town with nighter and nurul today. had pasta! whee! haha. nice. and we shopped around! funny la. laughed. and yes!

i saw my husbaaannddd!!! JOANNNAAA MAANN!! yayy!! haha was so OMG. HAPPY!

hahha. we went shopping at carrefour!? and yeah funny la. shopping for some of nurul s stuff. watched the island with nighter. ok that girl woman person wasnt so hot after all la. hahha. but the show s interesting. not like really really nice but definately worth spending on. haha. was so freaking cold. and stupid thingy! this woman couple was sitting next to us la. and she wasnt happy cause me and nighter was talking. like WTF. who cares?! she said, excuse me. can you lower your volume?! hahha. so we tried. but after a while. i guess it was loud. haha. so?! she moved a sit away. so stupid la!! haha. ok. whatever!!

i have so many pictures! but yeah. gotta wait a while and then they would be up!

alvina.

haha. us. see so happy till cannot open eyes!

i like this photo! HAHAH. nurul me.

im in desmond s specs i think! alvina nurul sheila!

haha im bored. so yeah. wait a little while more! there s more to come!! HHAHHA.

alvina

this is jane. she s somewhere in the world now. sigh. i miss her! (:

alvina

sleep?
whats that?

aiyeee! i just realised. in two days. i had only. er. nine hours of slp. alrights. i know its nothing great la. but the first day, i had a presentation to do! and the day before i slept only at three am? woke up at. er six plus? omg. so sleepy eyes couldnt open till the contacts when it. ok. i screwed up my presentation. was so freaking nervous for dont know what balls mans! damn! hahha.
accounting was equally screwed too! HHAHA. we (amy nurul sheila jane charmaine wei wei) decided to leave early. and since half of us were sitting at the front row, sheila stood up and the lecturer asked her what she was doing. HAHHA. damn funny. she said she was leaving and then, we all stood up to leave too! ooh whee! HAHHA. fun la. we had lunch! yayy! was so freaking hungry i tell you. met kelly and zilei! whoa. pretty. then stoned at the canteen till like erm two plus threee i think. hah. when to coffee bean CS with nurul jane sheila. charmaine had to like go off because of her throat! yikes! haha.
so we stoned there till erm four plus five? nurul when off at erm 4? and so we decided to head over to jane s hse! wheee! her hse is nice. ESP room. and i think i m in love with her dog. was cute la! HAHHA. ok. we were playing cum stoning there till seven plus when for dinner and home!! see! and i had only three hours of slp. went online and talked till erm four?! omg. i didnt know i could like do it la.
woke up early at nine plus for dental appointment. eeeks! i need braces!? i dont want braces! die ah. look more at my smile la. shit! hahha.
came home and tried slping but went online and was talking all the way till five plus. we ended cause i had to go and she had to go too! LOL.
its obvious who s that person la. two days in a row. JANEE!! haha.
she was leaving for holland so i figured, what the heck! haha. she had no idea i was going to the air port to send her off too la, got her peach tea. and haha. she was like, omg. why are you here?! haha. funny la. yayy! we took tons of candid shots yesterday. fun! haha. i miss jane! JANE?! where are you? she took my blazer too.
not like she s gonna read this la. thank god. HAHHA.

came home and slept from 12 to 10 plus. am gonna sleep again. too tired already. HAHHHA.

alvina.

sheila was right.
it was sexual attraction.

yayy! im meeting kelly and zilei for TAO HUAY tmr! it makes me high by the way! we are all gonna have dinner! oh whee! hahha. i cant wait. i forgoing my seal points for this! aiyeee! its tao huay! and ooh. i dont mind la.
school started again. yikes. now i miss the holidays. i wanna wake up late and not hear my alarm go off at all! ha.
ok. school uniform on monday. yeah it was pretty lame! but hey! my confidence is up. hah. everyone was staring la. and yeah i got some bad comments! but! hhhah. i gained. so whatever!
tuesday! went ta town with nurul for a job interview! hey who knows i might be working at FJ again ha.
wednesday!oooh! yellow girl.

i like the L word.

if this is meant to be.
i guess we shouldnt change it.

i do miss you.
but.
do you?

alvina.

i hate kelly. she influenced me to like a particular someone called JANE too. pouts. ((:

take your time please.

hey. for music. do this mans. and pass it on!
http://www.petitiononline.com/jl32539/petition.html

thanks peeps!
and oh my god. monday im wearing my uniform to tp. hahha. and i hope other IJ people will too!

i wanna thank kelly and zilei! hahha. i like shopping with kelly. she aint fussy. as long as you say its nice. she d get it already! hahha. and zilei. yes, your boobs are way bigger than mine la. you are pretttyyy! hahha. (:
my inspiration is YOU. oh my god. eeeew! ha.
anyways thanks for the blazer!

alvina.

this hurt.
will really take some time to heal.

the word FUN.

is expressed through my clique.
ELEANOR LOKE.
KELLY NEO.
JOANNA MAN.
JASMINE CHEW.
CHARMAINE TAN.
THEA CHAN.
diana cheong(didnt come)
kang zilei(didnt come)

i forgive them for not coming. but . they better appear the next time!
damn!! HAHHHAH.
now that i met them already. i miss you guys even more! way more than i ever did! damn it!
hhahha. i think id take darn long to explain everything that happen la! so. im gonna summarise.

id always TRY to remember aunty mary, meh mehs, black magic, coffee or tea, taking a picture, and what is the time! LOL.
funny la! we spent more than an hour on these topics right?! LOL. hhaha.
jo s whinnnneeeeness.
kelly s irritation.
nor s and kelly fight!
maine s obession with the camera.
jasmine s really lame jokes!
thea s boyfriend! ha. ok.
thea s looking darn pretty.

thank you guys for the day spent. i cant wait for the third outing! LOL. really.
and know something. we were all on time! not too late were we. LOL. ((:

oh and kelly. sorry! didnt go pasir ris with you. i guess we were too high when everyone was like coming! ha. (:

you still mean something to me.
but look in my eyes now.
know what you ll see.
fear.

alvina.

soulmates?

"I LOVE YOU BUN WIFE! -huggs
we are already tgt for amost 2years
nothing much to say
the things i do for u is more then enough to show it all
i treasured all the memories u had given me.
the times u tolerated my temper
the times where we would quarrelled and befriend again the next min
lol, so cute of us.
but what to do, that's us.
BUN COUPLE! I LOVE YOU MY WIFE. xD"

hahhha! said by my BUN HUSBAND.
lol. she s MINE. so dont you dare steal her away. unless i approve la. LOL.
ok. yes.
we are almost tgt fot 2 yrs already! and i really do treasure everything we have shared! hahha.
even though different schools and all. i still want you close!
LOL.
i love you joanna man. (:

i think.
we got too serious. too soon.
till then.
i cant afford another mistake to be made.
i miss you
want you too much already.

alvina.
nurulia! i miss you.
sheila too! pouts.

i need you need you back in my life.

what words can i use,
to decribe how i feel?

oooh! went to tampines mall today. with my girlie. NURULIA. hahha. damn cute. we were both late la. i left my hse only at er eleven 45? ha. yes.
we met to do the econs thingy. but ended up shopping three quad of the time la. LOL. she bought like really cheap stuff la. damn. and i got 3 hairbands and a lot of earrings. hahha. LALALA.
i shopped a lill. so it improve my mood a lil too! ha.
and i had some beef thingy at pizza hut. ooh! not exactly HIGH but enough to make me happy! LOL.

ok. the econs thingy is stupid. eeeks. lets get it over and done with.

yayy! we are talking again. ok. i no longer feel hatred towards her or whatsoever.
damn. alvina you gotta learn to cool down and chill and think properly la.
damn. dont rush into things!
yikes.

this is for you.
whatever that has happened, happened.
so i dont wanna remember that part of what we shared.
we were weird around each other.
i didnt like that.
so we should just start anew!
like you said.
till the time is right.

alvina.
im out.
(:

i want out.

fun day today has been. with my dearest cousin. haha. i owe her like so much la. bought too many things already. ha. ok. not really a lot la. but hit the limit please! eeks!

ok went to ikea. yes i listened to nurul and had swedish meatballs! OMG. so nice and YUMMY la. LOL. ooh weee! but i didnt have the hot dog. and im supposed to be on the diet. eeks! ok. bought like boxes and er some frames. cheap! (:

ok headed to town. i wanna thank eleanora for leading me to a bus stop that didnt have the bus we wanted to take. but thank god! there was 14. ha. so we took that instead. if i had to walk to another bus stop. i so swear. she would have died. ha.

ok PS. yes. funny. i like spotlight! they have like almost everything laa!

COOL NESS! ha. ((:

bought my art thingy and headed to that shop near best denki, like super at the corner shop! whoo!! i LOVE that shop. LOVE. id going there again when i have the money laa. hahha. its so COOL! hahha. and yes. im taking classes there too.

bought my stencils.

and to giordano to get my shirt.

and i thought i saw someone!

HMMS!

ok whatever.

came home.

slept.

and cried.

fuck it!

FUCK.

i mean nothing to you so why speak like i do?!

damn it.

i want out.

i dont wanna be part of this anymore!

fuck!

ok i guess the person would never really know.

cause maybe im just implusive la.

and i wouldnt have the courage to really say it.

yikes.

alvina.

you gotta change mans.

say oooh la laa!

ok. im really bored. this week s holidays! but like i miss nurulia sheila amy niven already. its only the the second day of the hols mans! eeeks! this suck.
being at home and having nothing to do!
and the fact that im actually going out almost everyday doesnt help right?
aiyeee! im still bored la.

yes! and i still have my comm skills outline to do!
yikes! no idea what to do mans. and its due on monday.
oooh. monday. happening day. to me. ha.
school uniform day! yayy! ((:
i hope everything goes well la. i dont wanna be the only one! damn it!

can you imagine if you were to lose sight just like that.
was reading an article on eyes and contact lenses just now. eeeks. im afraid now. i dont want to lose my vision! so im gonna take really good care. hhha. i hope! oh and if you wondering.
it was in today s paper. 12th july. ((:

i have marco econs to do too!
aiyeee. i just so realise. i actually have stuff to do. damn it.

alvina.
yeah. i miss you. so what?
i dont want to care.
i dont want to bother anymore.
so go do your stuff and i do mine.
we may get together.
we may not.
it was only a kiss.

BACK.

oooh whee. im back! i know two days. but damn! i missed singapore so freaking much mans! so wanted to kiss the ground when i reached back! LOL. like when the signboard was like 30 km more to s pore. was practically smiling myself crazy!!
ok. KL was fun la. like i reeallly shopped a lot. i shopped till i didnt want to shop anymore! eeks! hahha. that s like bad la. but oh wells! hahha! im still happy. bought
1 skirt.
3 tops.
2 pair of jeans.
1 mag.
and a lot of misc stuff la!

oh wells and darn it! i ate so much too la! EEEKS! the stingray was fucking good i tell you. and it cost like only four bucks?! hahha. oooh. and i had my hor fan. that made me bloody high! whooo!
lol.

-chants im a happy happy girl! ((:

oh i have accounts tmr. but tsk! i dont care la.
i went shopping! oooh whee! hhahha

alvina.
i miss my baby s partner and sheila and hugger!(: too.
:))

oooh wheee!

off to KL in like er fifteen minutes?
cant remember the number of people that asked me to get gums. HA. no gurantees but i'd try!
yayy!! im going SHOPPING! oooh! two whole days with two walking atms with me. hahha. how great can life get.
oh.
but i will miss my friends la.
DUH.

but its only like two days? so! haha. ((:

oh. at a wonderful time after the CMSY paper which i know id flunk with hugger! (: , nurul and sheila!we were crapping like EVERYWHERE in tp laa. omg! hahhah. i cant believe i went to CAUSEWAY PT yesterday. OMG. hahaah. yes alvina went there the first time yesterday. HAHHAHA. whatever.
say down and crapped even more. ha.
took the bus hoome with hugger(: , saw my ex form teacher and decided to head to school for fun. LOL. and walked home. ((:

may i?

alvina.
back in er 2 days?! LOL

we had fun la.

i dont care la.

so whatever you say. ((:

oooh! fun day today has been.
nothing s been studied though. hahha. yikes. its CMSY so why care la. POUTS. hahha
went swimming early in the morning with my cousin.
I LOVE SWIMMING.
IT MAKES ME HIGH.
lol. yes. it really does. had CORN. which made me high too! hahah ((:
saw diana and chit chatted. lol IMISSYOU. (:
then when to the library and found CRANK! by ellen sth. ((: i wanted that book so much la! wheeee!

when to meet kelly! WHOO! all smiles. hahha. ((: she s damn funny la. typical reaction when you see your friends is to smile right!? lol. she asked me why i was all smiles when i saw her! FUNNY! LOL. went to international plaza. the lifts were scary! lol but kelly was SUPER comical with her lameness and then the bat man posters! hahha. FUNNYY! LOL.
and SHE was darn cheena laa! haha. HUA JIE SAYS...
LOL. oh my god. great time laughing with her la!! ((:
oooh! and we had tao huay. HIGH! i love. ((:
"i like malay girls!"
WHAHHAHA! LOL. ((:

seeing the number of smiley faces. you can tell how great my day has been laa! LOL.
you can continue tagging my blog. i dont care.

oh! thanks GLYNIS for doing my blogg. its PREFECT! LOVES.

i got my BABY to care for already.
oooh wheee!

alvina.

three strikes!

you re out.

eeks. like all my friends said. YUCKS!
"ok. im sorry for the past few days be it my fault or whatever. whether you hate me or still treat me as a friend. it doesnt really matter to me anymore. critisize me all you want. it doesnt really matter to me anymore. just leave my friends out of this."

see. alvina. it doesnt matter to him. POUTS. so ask yourself why you still care.
AH!
who really cares. i know i dont. i think. THEREFORE I DONT.

haha.
hugger. i love i miss. thanks for just now. yes i hope i didnt sound too bad half crying half laughing half blowing my nose ah. *winks. the promise. ha

alvina
your point in saying sorry?

a dream i dont wanna stay in.

you are my nightmare.
shit happens i know. but that shit that went on for the past 2 days could have been avoided. and i probably wouldnt have been that affected. damn. if only you told me straight to my face. if only you had the courage to say.
i admit. i fell. so what? if you told me what was going on. i wouldnt have held you back or whatever la.
what made you think i was THAT into you anyway.
you dont know me that well. everything s just superficial.
so dont pretend like you know me. dont think i fell and wouldnt be able to get up.

ah. no worries. alvina will be fine. when was she never! haha. tsk!
i love joanne.
even though it was super last minute and she had school the next day, she still went swimming with me last night!
oooh wheeee!
was just thinking too much at home. so decided to go for a swim. ah.
the wonders of a swim. makes you forget everything for a little while.
and after that. everything just in a brand new light.
at least. thats what swimming does to me!
ha.

so yes.
alvina has decided not to care anymore.
like why should she bother when she s treated like this.
like some kind of crap to be lied to.

thanks to my friends who was there. who make me laugh so much. who backed me up.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
you guys would NEVER lie to me right? haha.
i know the answer already. ((:

alvina.
so this was really meant to be.

two sides of a story.

there are always two sides to a story. im sorry that you think i was trying to snatch your BF. omg. i so didnt know he was your bf laa. really!
i so didnt know la.
opps. i have no idea why im explaining to you.
and please!
i dont wanna be like assoicated with you.
you are bitchy.
i am not.
and even if i am. i would be more bitchy than you or less than you. i will never be on the same level as bitchy ness as you. take it as an insult compliement whatever. i dont care.

ah why do i bother?!

alvina.

i have no idea.

aiyeee!! econs was bad today. i totally screwed up la. gosh he looked so cute. yikes! i wonder if id pass. i hope so mans! aiyeee!!

thank you for the fries. sorry for making you walk. eeks. i feel so mean.

maybe its like that.
maybe its like this.
i dont know what may happen
but i want it to happen between us.
maybe you dont feel it.
and i wonder why i do.
you may be the one for me.
i may not be the one for you.
i really dont know.
you are the sweetest.
and i wish you are all mine too.

too many versions of how i feel.
too many words.
all i know is i think im falling.
that s all.
friends.
thats what we are.
right?

alvina.
i feel one sided already.

canoeing at a reservoir.

wheee! i had fun yesterday! ((: FUN!
with kelly zilei jo!
thoough it was only like the four of us it was still FUN! (:
ok. day starting out with us heading to pasir ris park to check out the canoeing shit. damn! there was like NOTHING there la! zilei apparently thought that since she canoe d there 3 years ago, the shop may still be there!! haha. but i dont blame her la. we walking almost the entire park la. oh my god. was so hot and tired and thirsty! yikes!
went to tm to grab breakfast. and ended up shoopping a lil bit. haha. took a cab down to bedok reservoir! went to that place. paddleinc. TP students. its only at the bridge connecting thingy. so go there if you wanna canoe la. ha.
went there and they said we should come back at two to canoe! we were like WTF. we took a cab down and this is what you tell us?! oh mans! so we walked to tp and just had a bonding and crapping section laa. the library was sooo tempting! eeeks!
ok. at two. finally could canoe! wheeee! was a darn happy girl la. ha. ok. so we were just reandomly canoeing here and there. and then we just started going WAY out of the boundary laa. but they didnt really care. ha. and we got really bored after like the first half an hour and just started playing again. so we just pulled our three canoes together and just lied there and suntann!! hahha. it was so funny. we paddled as three. haha. FUN!
ah. i love them!
east coast. SOON AH! LOL.
thanks guys. for the fun! hahha. ((:

i like you.
i like you!
i think.
but you dont feel like i do.
i think.
i wanna have 12 children with you. ha.

alvina.

holes!

wheeee! im a happyyyy girl! i pierced my seond hole already! on the same ear. ok a little stupid and weird for a girl to have only pierced a ear but hey! who cares!
I WANNA BE DIFFERENT. LOL.

sorry bout your jacket mans. bout it being so stinky! aiyeee. i feel bad. SORRY! ((:

i wanna go shopping! and im getting my charles and keith slippers. like finally! LOL.

went shopping tonight with kelly and joanna! whoo! they did the shopping and i watched. now i know how it feels like when they see me shop. hahha. oh wells. oooh. anne came too! i was looking for chocolates. HMMS! we pierced our ears together! like one hole each! wheeee! jo was freaking out! so cute!

BUT WAIT!
DONT GO BITS AND PIECES TO PIERCE YOUR EARS.
ITS NOT PAINLESS!
GO 77 STREET. THATS PAINLES.
HAHA.
ASK JO OR KELLY. THEY CAN TELL YOU.
LOL.

oooh. this guy is freaky. he wants my photo! freakyy!! i mean he wants to pay for my photos!!! aiyeee. am i that pretty?! LOL.
EGOOO!
LOL.

you make me smile.
you truly brighten up my day.
thank you.
((:

alvina