and im so sick of love songs....

omg. i wonder what s up with this song!
2 of my friends have it on their nicks on msn i think.
is that really such a nice song?

HAAAPPPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR COUSIN!

dorm s a stupid show. dont bother watching.
the story line like. omg.
aahahaha
2 nachos. one popcorn. 15 mochis. 5 raisins buns. 2 large cokes.
that s the amount of food we brought into the threatre.
we are pigs.
haha

up and down
up and down
baby can we always have an up?

alvina.
i love you jane.
i tried living a night out without you.
and guess what.
i failed.

tell me...

how do you work and hold your tears back?
to pretend to be happy when you re not.
and with the air con going cold.
how does it all feel?

i feel like im breaking down.
falling apart.
just giving up.
just too tired to fight it out.

alvina.

pictures are proof?!

dear MUZ my shift leader caught sleeeping! tsk!
hand kinda big huh.
tell me i look good. HEE.





darling s love!






there s my baby!






and my best friend. lol






oooh. love !






i dont want a picture face! haha.

hahha. boredom! what to do. at 4 am in da morning with no sort of entertainment but calls that come once in 16 mins. this is what happens!

alvina.
wo wo ye ye ! i love you more that i can sayy!
i d love you twice as much tmr
wo wo i love you something something.
ahha.

love you lot lot jane baby.

i am a sucker
for family movies!

just finished Nanny McPhee.
everybody should watch that show. its so. WHOO HOO. i bet i can watch that show a million times. she s so bloody cool. with the warts and that tooth. woots. and she turned so boootiful after!
fairy tale story.
i like i like i like!

work s starting for the weekend. yayy!
then i can fall asleep. and sleep and not toss and turn! ((:

alvina.
alvina s a happy girl when she dont need to toss and turn to sleep.
i give up. really. fuck.

baby, i can't get you on the phone. well i know you're sleeping.
but it's starting to worry me. hmm, it is me or you that the love's fading.
i hope we're spending more time now, because of the stupid mcdelivery job.
haha oh wells, it's afterall money right baby?

hang in there for you know im always right there by your side when you need me.
lol howeverrr my human instincts tell me that the threat in our office is starting to gain my baby girl's notice. arrr i think im too sensitive baby. but she does tingles my jealousy. can't you feel it?

argh, it's been the 3rd overnight shift at sitel. interesting people we communicate with. haha i've even picked up some friend's call. how small can this world be. baby, don't blame me for all the cigs i fagged. it's really tiring for someone who's been fagging for some time since 13. the night just wears me down, i know you're tired too but i just have to smoke. im sorry.

baby i really hope by the time you see this blog it ain't morning yet.
i miss you.

you're my greatest love too alvina.
i love you darling.

jane.

maple?

maple maple maple.
can maple really break a couple up?
according to jo bun it broke her friends up.
hmms.
will jane and i survive her maple phrase?

ah! but i guess God has plans for us. that s why she put us thru this phrase. lol.

alvina.
i really do love you darling jane.

are cabs worth it?

ok. when you are running late and your bus aint coming, would you resort to taking a cab?
would you feel the pinch afterwards and blame yourself for not leaving the house earlier?
or would you just say "oh wellls, it was worth it! better than waiting in the heat for a bus!"

haha as all of you should know im the second! i wouldnt feel any pinch at all. even if im not in a rush, i wouldnt mind taking a cab. and i think the fares are reasonable. i just hope they dont increase it anymore! haha.
buses are ok la. but you know sometimes they take like forever to come and when they do, its crowded and the instead of getting air con you get hot air!

tell me tell me what s the feeling of that particular pinch that some of you may face. i m not rich but i really dont feel the pinch! haha.

i just think its a form of indulgence. dont you guys think so too?

MY JOB.
i got my dream job!!
no no not as a whore. haha.
but i work at MCDONALDS now.
and no no no im not getting 3.50 per hour but instead!
im getting seven plus an hour.
im working at the CALL CENTRE. for the delivery thingy.
so next time who knows, when you order macs in the middle of the night, i may be the one picking up your calls ((:

and this i gotta say. my first first first delivery call was baby s brother! that s like super qiao?! like one in the million and i got that call. ME! my first call.
something tells me that this is gonna be the first job that im gonna stay on and love!

the person who interviewed me, started as a technical support person and then after 8 years, she is now the HR manager! how cool is that. i wanna be like her too. and give super difficult questions to new comers like me!

thank god for comm skills and the interview roleplay. she asked some sort of what we were taught for comm skills! WOOTTS!

who wouldnt love what eminem sings about? its all about himself but wooooh. his works are fanastic.

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?

bloody sing what my heart is saying.

alvina.
jane. still my one and only love?

no no no.

hahha. thanks for all the concern guys.
but jane and i are doing fine!
(((:

i hope things would get better darling.
i promise!

happy mapling to us!
(((:

alvina.
HALF A YEAR!