lets talk bout.

hmms. lets talk bout god. must we really like DO something to show our sincerity in god? like do we really have to give up something or fast from something just to show god how much we really love him? i dont think so. i mean like what he says. he knows everything. he knows every emotion we feel. so whats there to hide. if we are really sincere he would know. right?
hmms. oh wells. i doubt anybody would know the answer. if i were to go to the preist and tell him my problem he would probably say what eileen chua said. ah. if everybody thinks my way. i doubt there would be people attending masses. hahaa.
i'm sorry papa. havent been a good girl to my parents to the people that care. SORRY! maybe they have like internet in heaven too! then papa can read! ha. but wait. people should know i'm gonna type this already.

i wanna thank papa for erm letting me know eileen chua? for if it wasnt for her. there wouldnt be this change i'm facing now. hmms. she made me grow stronger. i mean not physically but mentally and spirtually. lol. spelling fail la. lol.
THANK YOU!

and to thank eileen chua for having that oh so i dont know why big effect on me. lol.
THANK YOU!

went shopping today! wheee! i got my coat from u2. not exactly what i really wanted but i'm contented! lol

good luck to those having chinese o's tmr! :))
papa will bless you all. :))

alvina.
i love my papa crazy.
= )

long time since.

lol. yes. long time since i've updated!! i think. HAHAH!
callix! are you sure you wanna know bout that bitch!? omg! ewww! i shall take a picture and upload it here laa! its bloody sick ok! and the worst thing is she always seems to be so near me! HUR! oh wells! maybe's god trying to teach me something. ha. hmms!

haha NURUL! lol know the song er feel good inc? it has like my ass crack.. get it get it. lol. or something like that. aint because i'm obsessed laa! SILLY! lol

MICH! lol. you really should have come to tp laa. darn happening laa. the place the people! EVERYTHING! heh.

PAMELA ANDERSON! you silly ass. kelly and me will go design block's canteen and find you really soon! lol. i dont think we'll get lost like you do!! heh.

aiyeee! this week.(first week in poly) has plenty of laughs! lol. in lectures tutorials lab lesson. lol. EVERYWHERE! and all thanks to my buddies! NURUL and SHEILA! lol. cant wait the the second week to start!
though there's like homework and stuff its still ok! i guess. i missed homework so so so much laa! heh.
i wanna see my eyecandy PLEASE!

to you.
see how much you affect me.
i cant even make a proper decision when you aint around.
so please. dont ever leave or ignore me like you did.
i mean. AIYEE!
you know what i mean.
loves. :))

alvina.

aiyeee!! i'm in my IISO lab lesson now. OH MY GOD! i just tripped in front of my whole class!!! AIYEEE! and i'm waering a skirt! lol. and OH MY GOD! hahaha. they all laughed at me! thank god it wasnt like in front of a lecture threater or something. lol. oh wells!
ALL IN A DAY! heh.

i'm so COLD!!
new project! hahah. mp3 players. heh. perfect! then i'd know what to get. the best please! lol

you know who you are.
you totally DIGUST me. oh my god. go perfect your english before trying to speak! ah! so what if you got like so many bloody ideas!? PULL UP YOUR PANTS FOR GOD'S SAKE la. we all hate seeing your FAT WHITE ASS CRACK mans. oh my god!

pouts.
ok i dont exactly wear my pants high but at least. i dont like SHOW! and even if i do. it looks way better than yours!
oh wait. do you wear undies!? POO!

sorry papa. i'm being so mean. but i cant take it anymore. she's sits like behind me and i think she can read. so it shouldnt like be backstabbing right? :)

PEACE!

alvina.
i just want you. :)

ok.

i wanna blog a decent entry!

was reading past day papers and there was this erm article. bout this girl and her virginity issue. WHOA! i admire her please. really.
cause. I'M LIKE THAT TOO!
she said. i can look very wild or behave very wild. but I'm actually very conservative at times.
ok. i am the first part. but the second. NAH! i shall change it.
this is my sentence now. lol.
"i can look very wild or behave very wild or talk very wild. but I'm actually.." er. ok no idea how to contiue! lol.
what i'm trying to say is, yes i may seem like really open minded or dirty minded or WHATSOEVER. but hey! i got values la.
ha. i think!! LOL.

ok. think its time to shut up. heh.

i wanna go on oprah's show! she gave away 20 GB ipods!!! oh my god! to like 350 people!? damn. why dont she just like send it to me!? lo.

yes alvina DREAM ON.

school was ok.
it always will be.
i think.

dragon boating this saturday! OH MY GOD! lol. cant wait.

erm this is to you.
your words affect me alot.
whatever you say.
like really goes through my brain.
its that kind of words la.
not like i'm in love with you or anything.
you re that kind of friend i value a lot.
so yeah.
dont ever say you wanna leave.
:))

alvina.

SLOW.

BOOK READERS. ATTENTION TO ALL.
ok this is really like slow. but damn!!
the five people you meet in heaven.'s a darn good book! lol. really!
esp the part bout lost love.
WONDERFUL. lol.

school was a bore.
but school with friends.
WONDERFUL.

everything's perfect.
aiyeee!
once again.
the perfect balance is BACK!
:))

sharon! haha. COME! lol. cute guys' aplenty!

alvina

oh. thank you for sending me home. i'm sorry. but its just wrong. papa said so. :))

aiyeee.
the chocolate buffet was PATHETIC. totally DISAPPOINTING!
nor jasmine diana kelly jo me.
i cannot believe i paid 18 dollars la! oh my gosh!
i hope its for charity or something?! but damn i doubt so la. left like thirty minutes after we got there.
and WE WERE LOST! bloody cab uncle. drove us to the wrong place!
went to town! and just shopped!

watched oprah today.
was bout bullying.
learnt something.
what you do unto others. always like think.
your words/actions may affect people like you never know.
so yeah.

always think before doing anything.

alvina

eileen
chua
i
miss
you.
:))

aiyeee!!! SSECOND DAY OF ORIENTATION!
hahaha. funny day la.
early in the moring with kelly.
in to lt with sheila.
saw nurul and class.
totally boring talk by our course manager.
erm. timetables and cards from our care person. tan tan! lol. :)
met up with an idiot with sheila.
but to the room to stone.
out again with that idiot.
JOANNE called. she was in tp.
but to lt to erm cheer? games?!
lol. funny HORNY game. heh.
spotted CUTE guys outside our lt. GOSH!
stoned outside instead. haha
had lunch.
to sport complex.
CHEERED! lol.
to bedok reservoir.
CHEERED EVEN MORE.
gosh! there's this guy there. thats HOT please!! OHH!!
ok. went home early.
tamp inter to eat.
then HOME!

callix.
lol. come tp if you want cute guys laa!! heh!!

alvina.

aiyeeeee!!!
orientation is FUN! ok. boring at almost all times. but particularly fun at others too! hahah.
imagine like the whole business school at tp dancing the chicky dance in the rain!? lol. FUN PLEASE! the mass dance thing's cool la! hahah. had a hell lot of time laughing!!
ok. the whole day actually consist of looking for nor/kelly and laughing!!
lol
aiyeeee!! made like new friends today. haha. esp. liked nurul! lol. ok maybe its cause she bothered to crap with us the most or something laa. hahah. the boys in my class. are erm. COOL! haha. but yeah. business. not really many cute guys. cant wait to see design school's boys. lol.
wait. alvina. you're a frigging lesbian. haha. business girls are HOT! :)) including me. heh.
school like nine to ten at night tmr! OH MY GOSH! i'm so falling asleep on my two partners! NURUL AND SHEILA!! lol.
this is gonna be so much FUN! :))

alvina.

i thought of you the whole time through.
and damn.
you said.
"like i care."

ok while lets start with.

she has so many girls around her that if i were to disappear i doubt she would even notice.

i dont want to be any girl that attracts you in SOME way or other. NO. i want to attract you as a whole. if i dont. then forget it. i dont even want to attract you at all!

so what if i have a nice smile!? its just a smile that any girl can smile too. damn.

i just wanna be different. and the only thing i'm different at. its something that you dont like. ah. i'm done impressing you la. if i cant. then forget it.

you put the words HURT NUMB PAIN HATE ANGER, all the ugly words into my heart, into my mind again.

alvina.

disappointment.

i hate the word disappoint. disappointment. disappointing etc.
i hate it when i cant meet somebody's expectation.
i hate it when somebody shows disappointment in me.
i really do.
and can you imagine if that someone was really important to you?
my parents are disappointed in me. my friends are too. everybody is.
and now. you.

i thought i could count on you.
to bring me up again.
but know something.
you are just like them.
always expecting something.
ALWAYS.

it brings down my confidence.
a lot.
how am i to face you again.
i dont really know.
i cant smile.
now i really know.
you are disappointed in me too.

alvina.

tell me words i dont wanna hear.
what for bother to make me smile
when in the end.
you know you're gonna make me CRY.

we must never forget the forgotten ones.

aiyee! pool! haha. i like playing pool. damn. its a waste of time. BUT! at least its a good waste of time. hahah! ok. this is called trying to make a wrong seem right. hhaha!

school's starting! sharon! dont worry ah. i wun say it sucks. lol. :)) hahah. please explain why! hahah.

life's a bore. what so i expect. its singapore! ah! it rhymes! haha.

i think chen yi feng rocks la. really. she's so cool! i wanna be as witty as her! i love hearing her just lke conversing or sth. lol.

kym ng's cool too! wheee! they both make me HAPPY! really happy! :)

ok. i'm going crazy. i wonder how people can go missing. just like that. POOF! i want to go missing too. can i? lol. i'm thinking the ridiculous again! ha.

alvina

maybe only then. you would realise i mean something to you. ha. what a joke!

SO CONFUSED.

hmms. what can i type bout today?
the fact that i'm going to play pool AGAIn later? lol. i said i would like NEVER play pool. and here i am going to play the second time in 2 days. lol.
oh wells. like that pastor said. its just like a sense of achievement laa. lol. :))

i want to change. i really wanna change! damn. i dont want to be dependent on anyone. i dont want to be who i am now. ahhh!!

so many words.
all fallen on deaf ears.
tell me how.
can i escape
from a certain me.

you know you are special.
if you feel nothing.
damn.
dont lead me on.

like i said.
maybe its you.
maybe its me.

alvina.

what does PERFECT stand for?

YOU! :))

lol.
cheryl! please explain to me why the sec 2 are gruesome!? hhaha. that bad? lol. we'll come soon and show them whose boss la. lol. we need to collect our certs! heh.

sharon! lol. why sucks ah? school starting le! DAMN! lol. no more slacky days! pouts.

ah! yes. TODAY! was DRAGGED by somebody whose name is so long. ah. lets see.
autistic pastor eileen purposely character charm chua hui ying.
hahah. its longer la. but i think that will do. lol.
i feel totally made use of!! AH! she dragged me to pool. something i so swore i would never do. that place was SMELLY! ah. but ok. i had fun LAUGHING at tor tian and her la. kaos.
how many times did the white ball drop in? lol.
lazy people playing pool. heh . FUNNY laa!
she was warm. and i was cold.
EVIL her. lol.
but yeah. had fun.
thanks a lot. you make me SMILE. :))

alvina.

being lied to.

sucks.

ah i feel so decieved. oh wells. i was stupid enough to think that she was in love with me too.
damn i feel bimbotic! ha.
and yes. JO!! i need a manicure! lol. i wanna paint my nails red. hhaha. what a colour.

yes. i shant bother. and i dont want to care anymore. i should have listen to joanne. time and time she warned and her advice fell on deaf ears.
i just aint cut out for love mans. i mean at least. not yet. so yeah.
i'm just numb. NUMB! numb!

to think i believed you so. damn. i'm so stupid!

alvina.

been hurt.

too many times.

hmms.
what can i say
if you think leaving's the best way.
if you think i wouldnt find happiness in you.
if you think i'm like the others. that crash you up when you're angry.
that will be careful with you when they want and need you.
if you think of me as only a person who makes use of you.
if you think i'm so cold that i could let you leave just like that.
if you think that this wouldnt affect me at all
if you think we were nothing
then fine.
leave.
be alone all you want
i cant stop you.
i cant change your mind.

alvina
you promised me that you wouldnt leave. you promised. that only if i created a problem for you then you would go.

liar.

lets talk.

how can we be so self centred and think of our own emotions when so many things in the world are happening.
so many people are lying in pools of their own blood.

damn. why those this always come back to me? cant stand the fact that so many things are happening and people cant be bothered. damn. every little thing, no matter how small, i think teaches as a little something. i think? lol.

ok i'm feeling preachy. ah! eileen chua. see what you got me into! haha.

alvina

perfectly right. :))

ah. perfect days are returning! lol. went swimming early in da morning with darling! :)) 18 laps done! hah. i want to do like 100 in a week or something. heh. i need to lose weight!
met mama at suntec! oh my god. that sushi place! WHOO! perfect la. its cheap and the food's just nice! ah. i want my future gf to bring me there and see me pig out.lol. haha.
i bought my nike dunks! oh my god!! ah! haha. though its not that orange and white one its still perfect. lol. but mama refuses to get that orange bikini! ah! damn. from addias. damn. its perfect too and only 45! ahh!
i bought my panties and bras too. perfect! lol.
came home and slept. WHOO! eat. shop. slepp. thats the life mans. i need a manicure! pouts.
shit
i
feel
like
a
tai tai!
lol

ah! and yes. i LOVE my daddy la. just got $100 from him to shop! damn! tai tai please! heh.

see. with you here. perfect days are here!! those days were just unrealistic days. ah. this time its really perfect. :)) i wonder when you would see this. pouts.
damn you. silly. i miss you.
sand picture. remember? 2586. :))

alvina.

dont go. please.

hmms. where should i start.
you know you are someone special to me.
you know i'm willing to anything just to have you here.
you know i cant function daily without you.
you know me so so well.
so why do you still want to leave?
why do you want to go again?
WHY!?
ah. my feelings for you, i still cant define. i just need you so much. too much already.
the period of time you left. see what chaos i created. without you here. how can i be at peace again?

I need you
Need you back in my life baby

alvina.
we belong together.
to forgive. is to be able to live again.

lol. went out with my grandson! ah. ok i feel so kiddish. so i would rather type went out with eileen chua. lol. yes cabbed to her house. lol. quite cheap la. but that idiot was on the phone with me complaining bout the long way the taxi went. idiot i still ended up at your house right?! hah.
yes bloddy idiot. made me walk so far to take a long long bus ride to bugis. lol. damn funny la. st margs uniform!? lol. i dont owe you a hundred! pouts.
ART FRIEND! ah i LOVE that place la. i found what i was looking for!! oooh weee!! lol. that chua went to play with charcoal and broke a stick. opps! shhh. secret ah. haha.
ok. then. we took another bus to ps and then we walked to town. damn. i hate walking la! really! eeek! i think its eileen chua. damn. i got asked for the models thing again. which i got before and then TV?! hahah. but eileen's laughter saved the day! lol. no tv for me! hhaaha.
tangs to joanne. far east to long john and then back to ps. train home. ahh. slept on nice shoulder.
:))

yes girl. this time its true. i'd heed your words. no worries. :)) swimming!! hahaha.

alvina.

i'd learn.

ah! i think the poser left. ha. ok this blog's for joanne.
dear girl. i know.
ok. to your first paragraph bout the past. dont worry. it wouldnt happen. that day was a mistake. really. my memories bout her. are fading and yeah. i mean i dont see her the way i used to see her la. maybe its because of the present. but yeah. no worries. she's OUT! no matter what.
as for your second para. sigh.thats a little hard. but i'm gonna try. like really try. i know. i said it like so many times already. that its gonna be the last and i'm still doing it. sorry. sigh. its just hard to pull away from something that could have been so perfect. ah. i forgot. how could anything be that perfect. ha. what irony! oh wells. i'm doing all i can to pull away. so give me your courage please! ah i need tons! ha

alvina.
OUT!

the things i want

is what you cant give.

aiyeeeee!! school starting soon and i havent went clothes shopping!! this is bad. lol. i wanna spent daddy's cash. pouts.

erm yes.
if you still like her. dont decieve yourself. like what you said. everybody makes mistakes. and nobody's perfect. so yeah. if you still do then say it. dont bother bout what people would say yeah. :)

ah! this is bad. i REALLY wanna swim and i REALLY wanna shop! damn.

i dont like you anymore. i'm gonna draw a line between us. pouts.

alvina

YOU're a laugh.

ha. that poser's really making me laugh! please la. i rather you use a name like poser or whatever la!
cause.
1) you are insulting my friends' english skills. please. i bet you get like erm F9? i'm sorry but the worst grade i would get for english is like B3? i'm so sad for you la. ha. you may even be chinese speaking!! eeeewww! ha. chinese speaking person trying to copy a person's whose english like A1? oh my. GIVE IT UP LA!

2) dont you think its a little childish? haha. bring on something better please. something worth arguing bout la! ha PLEASE! if i'm THAT stupid like you claim, do you think i can even make it to poly? and i think everyone would agree my english so much better than yours! who knows maybe the next time i hear from you you would be like sweeping the road for me to walk on or something! ha!

3) fat? lol. are you feeling insecure or something? or are you jealous that i'm a bitch?! heh. i think you want people to call you one right? lol. having the status of a bitch aint easy know. lol

4) what's up with the fARKING thing? oh my god. dont you dare use the real thing like FUCK!? please! wanna be vulgar. then do it. my board aint filtered in any way. haha.

you are such a laugh! really. you dont know me at all. and there you are tagging like you know me oh so well.how the hell do you know i liked being fucked?! damn. you found out right. ha. and please. dont think i dont know who are you la. i just wanna save you the embarrassment yeah? yes. damn
ha. xue. bloody hell. dont worry. we'll get the last laugh. heh.

alvina.

what the hell are you trying to do. why cant you just leave.

CLOWNing around?

damn you stupid poser. you wanna use my name to tag deon's blog. fine. but bloody hell dont ever use my friends name against me. please la. maybe you're so fake that you need to hide behind other people's name. but my friends are real. they dont backstab at me at all. i guess you didnt ever have like real friends. oh please. and your english is so bloody broken. PLEASE! improve and then come tag again la.
tsk! shame on you! hiding behind my friends' name. ah but oh wells. you dont have the guts! lol. so funny. dare to say. dont dare to admit. ah. stop tagging la. you're just a laugh! hahah. imagine. thinking it would affect me and my friends. oh my gosh! what a CLOWN! ha

thank you are treating entertainment in my liffeee! :)

to xue and glynis.
lol lets see what that poser gotta say la. lol. ha who knows what name she would like use next! ha. i trust you all la. dont worry. haha. lets wait and see. :)

alvina

i got the last laugh.

lol. XUE! haha. thank you. i didnt know you looked up to me! lol. thank you so much. lol. lets see what that ass would say la. ha. bet she doesnt even have friends who would stand up for her. -hugs. thank you.

glynis! lol. thank you. lol. childish or not. thank you for backing me up. heh loves.

lol. to that poser.
see. even though i'm a bitch as you say. even though i'm the third mistress as you claimed. (oh. erm btw its third party. if i were the third mistress then ha there would also be a second one. do you know how to count? ohhh. wait. i think its just your english's just poor? ) ha. i still have friends who would protect me la. lol. ha. so yeah. but anyway! i doubt you would come and post another comment. so WHOO! be gone. :))

oh. and if you come to my blog for information bout your gf. damn. just leave. i lead my own life. and i have nothing anymore to do with your gf. so kindly please! stop acusing me. know your facts before you come and spit shit on my face. your gf chose you. she didnt want to leave you. so yeah. get out of my life. so i can carry on! ha. but anyways. like i care? heh

alvina.

bring it on.

lol. come lets see what the alvina person gotta say! haha. oh my god la. when i saw it couldnt stop laughing ! ha. what a joke la. heh. oh wells. like i care. oh btw. thanks. i'm a bitch! heh. i admit la. and ha. i'd leave my name. but sadly. that poser's just too scared! ohhh! mama.. hahahah

like what nicole richite said. i always get the last laugh. lol.

and joanne ng! lol. she's fake. but i like her!! hahah/ a lot. lol. she's HOT!

alvina

i wanna whine!

oh. another show of oprah! lol. oh my! i wanna watch diary of a mad black woman! lol. i hope it comes to spore la. considering that spore is so er. SMALL?! i really hope it comes la! heh heh.

damn. ok. erm. lesson learnt today? lol.. good things always happen to people who dont stop believing. all you need to do. just believe. that's all that matters. and always know that no matter how bad your parents screw you. they just care and that they still love you. yeah. that's what i learn. ah. i love my mama and my papa. heh.

i think cable is bad mans. lol. now i yearn to be like americans. lol. i'm like ashamed to be sporean or something. lol ok i'm mean. but damn! i love their attitudes towards the way life is. REALLY. lol.
ah! i love nicole richite's attitude la! esp on simple life. lol. FUNNY! heh.
"i always get the last laugh."
lol. oh gosh. she's bad. but still i like her. heh. :))

i dont want to be dependent on anyone. i have me. i have my family supporting me no matter what. i have friends who cares.(i mean i hope. lol) so yeah. dont ever say you need me. you want me. no. you dont la. that's all just in your head mans.
i do admit i have feelings for you. but damn. its just wrong.

you love me but you dont know who i am. so let me go. just let me.

alvina.

as usual. i'm feeling numb.
damn. how the fuck was i to tell you what's happening when i know your reaction would be as i expected?
ah. anyway. you didnt mean to stay like you said. so ya. just go. leave me la.
go get your happiness somewhere else.
find someone whose smile can make you smile. :))

ah. ok. dad's asking me to withdraw from tp!! ah. oh my god! no way! hahah. but. then again. i'm gonna do a course i really want to do at SIM. damn. i'm so stuck. and the worst thing!? i gotta give my ans like now!? ah. i'm so STUCK! pouts.

kelly?!
alvina.

life. actually rocks. lol.

ah. ok. i just woke up again.

just finished watching oprah. damn. the show's bloody inspirational. really. no wonder people get like hooked on that show. ha. now i'm hooked too!
today's show was bout prisoners in that states. imagine this, half of spore's population. that's the amount of people behind bars in the states. and some of those that they focused on had like children at home. and watching those women cry, saying howmuch they missed their childrem. damn.i wondered how could i be so self centred to think i was the only one being down and feeling broken up inside. damn. there are so many things happening out there. and i cant do anything bout it. that sucks la.
seeing other people suffer. makes me feel so fortunate though i may be like going through a rough patch in life. it cant be like compared to them. i admired these people la.
like even though their lifes are like scarred so bloody badly. they still have the courage to live. and that inspires me a lot. ah.

this woman. in order to kill her self. she actually accidentlly killed her son. i mean. thats not a really nice thing la. but she still has the courage to go though life. damn.

i want that sort of courage mans. lol.

ok i feel crazy. haha. but yeah. to ex prisoners out there. YOU ROCK! haha

happy and ignorant. rather than being informed and miserable.

alvina.

just go.

dont make me pull you back.

ok i'm numb. that's all.
i aint feeling right. cause this is wrong. so so wrong. forgive me. i'm really sorry.

i want us to be together. but i want it to be only us. i know that fucking impossible so yup. i'd leave. there. i dont want to be some third party la. damn. it aint worth the pain knowing i'm second.

ah i went through this before i know how you feel! but we've only know each other for like a week? wait. less than a week. its easier to forget la. dont do stupid things la. one heartbreak is better than three. so damn. go on with your gf and promise the world to her. promise to love her as much as you can.

ah then everything would be ok again. i'd be numb and the world will go by not knowing anything.

oh wells. its better than nothing.

yes kelly! lol. the books came and yeah! church? thanks for your taga ah. fun time we had yesterday at amk. yes kelly changed her number! ha. amk library's my second home la. tsk. SHOPPING ONLINE ROCKS.

alvina.

i'm torn.

read this.
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

can somebody teach me how to feel. can somebody tell me please.

i'm numb. really numb.

alvina.

tell me how to feel.

"anyway . your days are perfect without me . so yarrs . its good . they brighten up ur picture of life . = ] just wanted to tell you . i was looking at your picture in my phone just now . yeahhs . you've always wanted me to delete it . i deleted . you'll be happy rights . you have a nice smile . so smile where ever you go . smile, like you mean it . take care ."

somebody told me this. i have that numb feeling agaain. i cant help but cry. sigh.
our closeness. is all gone.

"whats inside my mind are all your fuck yous ."

am i making a mistake to walk away and start something new? ah. i am better am alone. yes.

alvina.

thank you.

ah! how perfect my days are. yes. yesterday was another perfect day!
haha. ok wait. what happened? oh yes! when for wake. early in the morning when i slept like 3 last night? lol. yawns. taka hit their target! whee. extra money for them! haha. that's really like good la. yes. sales was a little slow in the morning and was just practically joking around with all the other watch promoters. heh. FUNNY! lol. i'm so gonna miss them. ah!
ok. susan came and we started chatting like loads.lol. i just realised that talking to her aint that bad! haha.

ok. here comes the perfect part.
that idiot came and find me and we went for my break together. ah. nice. ate icee cream though i could eat like a million cows. heh. walked to tangs and then back to taka to kino. yes. had to find out bout a book or sth. ended up at the design section. damn the books are so costly but they're so nice! whee. yes. it was total bliss there. whheee! hahha. esp with you next to me. -pouts

back to work! ah funny susan and her contact lens story. lol. and we started talking bout lesbians. hahah. she's so cute.

came home after work and stoned. yawns.

thanks for coming down yeah. loves.

alvina.
loves