gone.

is everything gone?
are we gonna make it?
am i gonna make it?

alvina.
give me reasons to smile and truly be happy again.
PLEASE.

secrets revealed?

went out with kelly and nor and baby joined us later. OMG. kelly said something that truly shocked me! i mean kelly. OUR kelly that s so innocent actually did something! omg! hahha. she s probably kill me after she sees this but i dont care!
nor was siding her so i was made the bad person. ))):
jo didnt come though. had a shock when i saw her too! OMG. hahha.

we ate and chatted and walked and ate some more. omg. was so full.
i ate :
1) mee sua
2) corn
3) baby s tom yum
4) choco banana cake a slice
5) watermelon juice

and i still felt hungry. like OMG. what s wrong with me! LOL.
have to get excerising sooon.
yoga classes anyone?

if you cant respect me the way im respecting you. then we just shouldnt have respect for each other at all.
stop pretending if the love s all gone and you re just afraid of being along. tell it to my face.

alvina.
i still love you jane.
i just wonder if you love me too.

everytime we touch.

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

baby this song is for you.
i know its bloody techno ish but i think the words really describe what i feel.
((:

love me baby
love me please!
dont ever stopp.
i dont know what id be without you here with me!

thanks baby for half sending me to tuition.
thanks for cha ing for me!
and making the hams sounds!
and wormyy!!!!
and buying my food.
and teaching me bus stats!
we are gonna pass together ok? ((:

alvina
exams are up.
stress is here.
but!
baby s not gone!

i got a new phone!

number s still the same!
so drop me a call or sth. oooh.
its actually a second hand phone but ah! its so nice!
im using a palm top phone now!
E680.
ok may be a little old but im loving it!

thanks baby for walking the hougang circle and taking down the prices for me! and for show that kuku face when playing the phone!
hahah. thank you darling baby for being here with me.

baby things may be a lil unstable now.
but our love is always true.

dont leave me just cause you lost your paitence with me ok?
please stay by me no matter what.
i cant imagine if i ever have to lead a life without you.
(:

alvina.
jane's.

i lost my phone.

maybe i lost you along the way too.

things are getting too heated up.
things are getting too cold.

alvina.
i want to kill myself then survive then live a whole new life.

baby this is for us.

Come What May

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everythingSeasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day..

yup baby, that's our love song haha right?

hmm these few days have been really bad huh, because the mahjong queen's at it again!
but then, now she's back to her baby. no more neglections and what so evers..!
oh baby thank you for coming to see my band's mini concert, hope you enjoy it.
and all those love songs for you!

i hope you don't mind,
i hope you don't mind..
that i put down in words.
how wonderful life is, now you're in the world.

oh baby, i'm so looking forward to tuesday. haha, this is the first time we're ever bringing lancy out to play. yup, i love you baby. imma be your last gf baby, i swear imma be your last gf. =)

baby, now everyone knows you're the bestest gf one could ever have.
imma hold on to you even tighter, that's in case anyone come and snatch you away. POUTS
padlocked and chained remember?

i love you.
your baby, jane.

i need to.

let this out.
baby i do not want to be your spare. please dont let it look like im your spare ok?
"depends on my friends" you said. it broke my heart there and then.
please let love take us over.
plesae let us be like how we were in the library watching that show.
sigh.

swee leng. i really like shouting at you a lot.

lala and niven. stupid people that can really make me laugh. ((:

IMPORTANT.
im giving away my babies hams.
call me. (:
or tagg.

alvina.
baby bring me to a place with no sadness, no pain and no hurt please.

baby.

**TheDirectInfluence says:
baby
**TheDirectInfluence says:
can you blog for me?
alvina. says:
hahha
alvina. says:
okok
**TheDirectInfluence says:
can you let everyone know that you're the bestest gf one could ever have

baby asked me to blog for her and to say what she said. so what better way then to copy and paste!
thank you baby.
my heart just melted when i saw that.

baby no more rough patches. no no no!
only sweet tender love.

went chomps to eat today.
just the both of us! (((:
but baby wanted to ask people along. ))):
hahha but ! we still had a great time laa.

hams are growing up big and we just reunited the mom and the dad. hopefully things turn out well and id have a couple more babies!

alvina.
we d get through everything that s coming our way.
(((:

question!

my wormy has a bloody nose.
my babies are all stoning.

are they like that because my baby and i are fighting so badly?
sigh

swee lengg.
sorry bout that burst of anger.
when im angry i dont feel so sad.
thanks for always being there for me to vent my anger. ((:

i feel like giving up everything ive worked for.

baby.
please dont take me for granted.
please dont treat me like a spare tyre.
you have feelings so have i.

alvina.
to my greastes love jane lee.
i wish i could show you how much im loving you.

where s my purpose in life?

alvina.